I’m so confused at this point in my life… I don’t know what I want to do, who I want to be, or who I want to want me.
I like the balance between being loved and ignored
Love me just enough to win my heart
Ignore me just enough to keep my interest
Overwhelming love makes my heart shut down
I Dont like to be faced with smiles everyday
Sometimes i need dark days and sad blues
Somedays i need dim lights and…